alive

Awake like the first day
Smile breathe and learn to see
Stretch into the morning
And day yet to be
Realize you are blessed
Another warm sunrise
Hoping to reach the night
With same sunrise eyes

Let petty thoughts go now
Different is no crime
Not my store, bank or road
Where angry minds shine
Stop pointing at others
How they move through the day
The strange cars on the road
Or how they dress or pray

Appreciate differences
New day and a new toy
Embrace the variety
And scatter your joy

R.W.E.

laugh at yourself

often and much

positive comedic relief

grumpy hearts to touch

wise professors learn my signals

even in flip-flops and shorts

intelligent conversations

 relevant points and retorts

sand castles with the kids

high fives and scraped knees

run around with no age

hiding from my nephews in the leaves

I earned the praise

worked hard and true

moved on from the liars

false friends unlike you

stop and breathe the sunrise

appreciate nature’s tiny beauty

seek talent in the meek

help others find their duty

combine love for a gift

to carry on our name

a garden patch of knowledge 

generational seedlings grow the same

teach the kids to play

stand up and live together

help one soul to the light

these efforts last forever

 it is not about the masses

just one single grain on the beach

one mind you can help

build a bridge for better reach

then sit back on the porch of life

as ideas grow to be

I remember the valuable lessons

my father taught to me

Trust

It’s easy to pray

When all is lost

It’s easy to ask Him

At no additional cost

We look up to the sky

When we need His help

Offer everything we have

When we have nothing else

But that is not how it works

Not the righteous path

The light only shines

When free from dark grasp

Evil is all around

To make you look away

Put down the Book

Never listen to His say

We need to be thankful

Pray in the good times

Not as a last resort

And desperate mind

He can always be with you

If you choose to accept

With Him as your savior

The Trust will connect

my fault

I messed up

I dropped the ball

I was not thinking

it’s all my fault

I say it all in jest

easier to get by

inside is a question

who am I?

maybe I need to look

study through another lens

and seek a new perspective

or soul to cleanse

maybe I really am wrong

not just an ignorant rant

hear the words of the song

slow down if you can’t

nature’s perfect chaos

smile at the imperfection

it’s not the end of the world

just time for a new direction

hope

lonely man

outstretched hand

silent mouth

headed south

vacant seat

people you meet

secret place

a happy face

warm meal

the anti steal

heart torn

spirit reborn

only son

fortunate one

absent frown

skills abound

eyes above

truth in love

no limit

no gimmick

now staying true

watch what He can do

me?

what people see

really is not me

different inside

lord knows I try

pulled between two extremes

I know what it all means

but instead I hide

perfect hair, fake “Hi”s

its just more easy

less they really see me

but I cannot regret at the end

I must write the letters I send

take the chance

open the door

the honest enhance

and there is more

open the closet of fear

wear what you thought they’d jeer

start to end the lie

a worker bee goodbye

leave the false friends

cash at ATM’s

the work in Orwell’s den

open the shades

sign your name

stand up without aide

of tricks to play the game 

some will always betray

but pure self is strong

dark night is part of day

not always a happy song

feel the morning sun 

 in a pure soul of real

the fake facade undone

a smile only truth can feel

6 figures

Why do I need money?

Do I need to be rich?

Money is just paper,

materialism‘s bitch.

But to be rich at heart,

investing in my mind,

wisdom from listening

experience a lifetime.

 Deposit hugs and love,

crayon drawings for the fridge.

Not sports cars and watches,

or the escorts I did.

I want to spend my love,

on family and friends.

Not at the mega mall

where the sale never ends.

I can be rich.

Rich with memories,

cashing out the wisdom

from all my life market receipts.

So,

why do I need the paper?

But God

Alone at the bottom

Lost at sea

Drifting down the wrong fork

Why is this me?

Squint up toward the sky

Reaching to heaven itself

But my soul is too much

Back down we fell.

I see all the things I have

But nothing I can take

We thought the stuff brings smiles

Yes, and they are fake.

But God left us a path

A narrow line for each to walk

A map to eternal life

If we let Him talk

Even at the very end

His Grace will always win

Just have faith in His word

For eternal life to begin

thank you dad

upset over nothing

angry at the world

I needed support

so I called my dad

he was calm

he knew what to say

patient words of wisdom

he wanted it this way

tears and screams

I let it all out

he listened to my anger

he listened to me pout

he settled my thoughts

I began to feel better

thank you dad

I look forward to your letter

the plan

welcome to your plan

I hope you studied all you can

come inside, feel at home

now you know you are never alone

stiff bed, dusty room

face to face with your ultimate doom

stand from inside, look eye to eye

and your hope will never die

float through your mind

watch for the sign

enter into my space

let me take you from this place

see your mistake

change your fate

for there still may be time to escape